mixed feelings.
I feel so weird. I don’t let people get to me, especially boys. NEVER. I actually stay away from those things and to be quite frank, i’m too good for that kinda shit. I dun do that emotional bullshit. But i prove myself absolutely wrong day by day. I fail. badly. so many things broken, so many things challenged, so many questions fuming in my head. I dunno what to do, i dunno what to say, i just do and deal. i let myself go in so many ways. The part of me that i held near and dear is gone, dead, and buried. i have succumbed to the devil in my head and turned my head from the angel on my shoulder.
